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11:47pm 01/07/2007
  I am so scared for the next few months.
Everyone is moving away and going to University and starting their lives and all this change is exciting but terrifying at the same time.
I already feel really alone.
 
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09:23pm 26/03/2007
  I am officially 18 years old.
Sweet.
 
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10:57pm 22/12/2006
  So ive survived the worst part of recovery from the surgery. 
Oh and ive got like the most amazing friends who come visit me and bring me flowers and burn me cds to make me feel better. Theyre all super sweet and i love them to pieces.
My face is already pretty much back to normal, its just a teeny bit swollen still but you cant even really tell.
I got the ok to start actually eating again on thursday so that was sweet.
I bought myself a new camera and it was a really good deal cuz my dad knows the guy at visions.
And today Darius came over with a bouquet of roses and he bought me a little christmas tree with some ornaments because i told him how sad i was about my family not setting up the tree anymore. Its been like 5 years since ive had a tree so that was really sweet.

Im not feeling all that christmassy yet but im a whole hell of a lot happier/healthier lately than i thought i would be.
 
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07:15pm 20/11/2006
  I really don't feel good about anything in my life right now.
The past little while has sucked.
 
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Louis and Sam   
04:44pm 09/11/2006
   
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Free to a good home.   
08:49pm 05/11/2006
  Today my mom went to my aunt's place to visit for her birthday and my aunts son brought over a kitten that he said he could afford to feed or take care of. My mom couldnt just leave him there so she brought him home. He is about 4 months old, black with a little bit of white on his chest and the end of his tail and his name is Sam. I already have 2 cats and a dog so we dont want to keep him (we have a very small house, its like a zoo in here already) so we're just going to foster him till we find him a home. If anyone was thinking about getting a kitten or knows anyone who would like one please tell me.  
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12:25am 05/11/2006
  Tonight was the DQ end of season party.
It was actually kind of sad cuz a lot of us were pretty close. 
We started off the night with 2 hours of glow bowling and pizza, and after realizing we still had 100$ to blow, we went to see Open Season at famous players. It was so funny i actually almost peed a few times. 
We finished the night with a lot of hugs and phone number/email exchanging. 
All in all, good night and i look forward to going back next year.
 
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09:39pm 21/10/2006
  I have a problem with not being able to control my feelings lately. 
Things just upset/frustrate me really easily. 
I really wish that i was 18 and had enough money to move out of my house and go to university.
I think i'll have to live with my parents for a few more years though. At least until im done with my first chunk of school after high school.
I cant wait until im on my own though, i need some space and freedom.
 
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08:26pm 29/09/2006
 
mood: sad

This cute old lady used to live next door to me and she had an orange cat named snuggles who is soooo sweet. She got to the point where she couldnt live on her own anymore and her son put her in a home and is now living in her house. Ever since, snuggles is always outside and has gotten sooooo skinny. You can feel and see his ribs and spine, he's pretty much just skin and bones. Whenever i see him outside i give him food and water and i tried to take him to a no kill shelter once but they're all full. Whenever he sees me outside he comes running and purrs and rubs against me (probably cuz he knows i'll give him food) and when i put the food out, he takes a couple bites then rubs up against my face before taking a few more bites. I dont understand how people can be so careless with animals and treat them so badly when all they need is to be fed and loved a little. It really breaks my heart.

 
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Red Hot Chili Peppers   
12:06am 21/09/2006
  AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING
God i love Flea
ARHHGGGG AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!
 
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10:13am 17/09/2006
 

So far this weekend has been pretty good.
Yesterday morning i went bumming around with my parents, i got a new shirt and we finally found out where the ruby slipper moved to so next weekend i must go there!
Later on Kelly, Liv and i brought jacky some homemade mushy soup. She got her wisdom teeth out on friday so we promised we would.
After Jacky's, Kelly Liv and i went to osbourne to get Megan a birthday present. It is fantastic but i dont want to share it on here just incase she finds out!
By the time i got home i was pooped so i lazyed around the rest of the night.
Today i work  then ive got some homework and hopefully i'll do something with Darius.
Im really not looking forward to school tomorrow, so far this year really sucks. I HATE having math and chem in the same semester and both in the morining. It gets awfully boring awfully quick.
Oh well, what can you do.

 
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08:29pm 20/08/2006
  Alright, here are some pics from the weekend, i dont know where some of them came from and explanations might not be provided. I'll add some more pics if i can get Dave and Amanda to send me pics.
 
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01:06pm 20/08/2006
  I just got back from Heather's cabin and it was so great.
Turns out a bunch of people were invited last minute so there ended up being 9 people, 6 of which were like chain smokers so i am kind of dying from second hand smoke right now.
It was an awesome weekend though and i have lots of pictures that i will post later or tomorrow.
Oh man and on our way there a deer hit us!
We were driving and all of a sudden this deer comes shooting from the ditch and ran right into our truck and there was a HUUGE bang then i looked behind us and the deer was like rolling and freaking out before it ran into the bush.
It was fucking crazy and i felt really bad for the deer.
I would have felt worse if we had hit it rather than it run into us though.
Anyway im gonna go shower, ill post pics later.
 
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04:48pm 17/08/2006
  Today i spent the day with my dear Jacky.
We went to the mall and then to Osbourne where we met up with Adrien.
It was a wonderful day minus the intense heat.

Tonight i am working at the Ukrainian Pavilion as i do every year and i am really looking forward to having dinner there especially since i have to miss out on it at Christmas time :(

Tomorrow i leave for Heather's cabin with Cory + Ben for the weekend and when i get back on sunday Darius will be back so i will probably spend either sunday or monday with him and that is awesome.

Oh and i am having freaking panic attacks because i have to get all my shots for Africa on tuesday.
I am TERRIFIED.
Thats gonna be a bad day.
 
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Yup   
11:44am 03/08/2006
  Falling into a rut.  
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09:57pm 01/08/2006
  I took a walk with Jess today, it was really nice.
I miss seeing you!!!!!!!
 
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11:31am 23/07/2006
  My parents are at the airport right now to go pick up my sister!!!
YAYYYY!
 
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10:21pm 17/07/2006
 
mood: indescribable
I am very very confused, actually im not sure if confused is the right word to explain it but its not a good feeling.
 
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I love feeling the rumble in my chest   
12:23am 14/07/2006
  I just got back from the race track and it was sooooooooo good.
My dad used to race so my sister and i grew up at the track. We were there for every race and we got to hang out in the pits with all the drivers and i loved it but my dad stopped racing when i was like 10 or 11 so i havnt been to the track since then.
One guy my dad raced with had a son that was the same age as me and i remember being like best friends with him when we were super young and tonight i found out that he races modified cars now so i got to cheer him on and it was really exciting!
There were 5 models racing tonight and my favorites have to be modified because i got to cheer for Buddy and the sprint cars because they are freaking insane. They're tiny and sooo fast and just plain old amazing.
Looking past the crazy amount of dirt that gets thrown on the crowd from the track and the amount of secondhand smoke i inhaled, tonight was awesome.
 
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11:08pm 09/07/2006
  I'm finally good at writing on cakes!  
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